Okay, smth is bordering me right now. And i just don't like it how it hurts me just like that. Yah, YOU. You yourself have change, y'knw that ? I just to be thinking whre's all your love and care towards me. You don't seem to care about me no more. Oh yah, i remembered. You ask my brother to msg you back when i'm alrd recovered. So yah, i did. And then, what happen ? You didn't replied. Congrats ! *clapsclaps* bagos ah tu kirekan -.- Andand, yah. Want to meet up with you, you said you fell down this and that. Like, whatever lah. That part i started pissed off with you. All that are just nonsense. Pfft. Since the day 11 Dec till now. I kept on thinking negatively about you. But what do you know ? Nothing ! Right ? Yah, i know. Precisely. I've just realise myself, when you didn't reply my msges or even msg me in the afternoon. Andand, from thre, hack care lah ! Idk whats wrong with you now. Its like, you've totally change. TOTALLY. You get that ? My god ! Please lah. Change back the way you were. If you trying to tell me that you change 'cause you love me no more, than i understand ah. But, hopefully not. Please, i beg you. I don't like it when this feelings keep on hurting me deep deep inside. Oh yah, i almost forget. You don't even care about it ! Right ? Oh, just say it laaaah. Dah mls nak pikerkan psl bende nie smuer tawu tak.. Oh yah, those sweet talks of yours. Thanks aaaaah ! Appreciate it manszx. Wth -.- Hmph. I just don't understand why you're like this. Its like, all of a sudden you've changed. Why siaaa ? You tell me why, i wanna know. I just don't understand. I prefer you, being so loving and caring towards others or even me. Its like, i don't know whre's the old Hazman i used to know. Its like, gone alrd. Why eh ? Please, for godness sake ! Don't just leave it all behind just like that. Its hurting me like alot alot. Get it ?? Every night, i cried. And realise that i've wasted all of my tears just for you. Then now, i felt stubborn myself. 'Cause you know why ? YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ! Am i right ? Oh yah, you've changed. Maybe you don't quite understand why. Nehmind lah. I give you time okay ? Like, wth. Yah, 18 Dec - 28 Dec i'm away. And you act as if like you don't even care. Yay you ! Baek ah. Baek skali. So yah, enjoy yourself when i'm away. You can lyn all those girls all you want. Its all yours now. By the time, i came back here, you've totally change to a NEW Hazman. And i don't even realise you who you are. Pfft. But please, for godness sake, i don't want that to happen. I still do care for you and etc. You know that ? Hmph. Nehmind. You just go one side, and think about it will you ? I just don't know how to elaborate more to you. just understand that whole thing, and think about it. Whether is it YOU or Me who changed..

Labels: .....

And yeah, i was just blog hopping to Nayli's blog. And i've found this one quiz.
So yah, i intend to do it as i'm soooooooo fcuking bored right now.
So, here it is

V V V V

1. Are you single?
A: Single peepos (:

2. Are you happy?
A: Now ? Kinda :\

3. Are you bored?
A: Yeap ! Absolutely yes ;D

4. Are you fair?
A: As in ?

5. Are you indian?
A: Nooooooo ! D: I'm pure Malay :D

6. Are you stupid?
A: Sometimes ? HAHA. Seriously, no offence.

7. Are you honest?
A: Trying my best ;D

8. Are you irish?
A: Naaahs.

9. Are you nice?
A: Yes, i am :D

10.Are you asian?
A: Uhuhh.

Ten facts..

Full name: NurFarah Azura Binte Othman ♥
Nickname: Farah Azura (;
Birthplace: Singapore.
Hair colour: Black + Brown. Natural hor !
Hair style: Medium hair length, straight, bangs ! Haha ! (;
Eye colour: Dark Brown.
DOB: 10 May 1995.
Mood: Now ? Feeling down.
Favourite colour: GREEEEEEN ! if not, red. if not, light blue.

One place you wished to visit: New York ♥

This or That: This.
Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: Cats.
Best friends or regular friends: Regular Friends.
Creamy or crunchy: Creamy.
Pencil or pen: Pen. Green colour eh ! xD

Wild night out or romantic in: Both.
Money or happiness: Happiness. Money can't buy you happiness.
Night or day: Afternoon xD
IM or phone: Huh ?

Have you ever..

Been caught sneaking out: Nope. I'mma good spy you see xD
Seen a polar bear: Yess.
Done something you regret: Everytime.
Jumpin: Uhuhh.

Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: Jaw WHAT ?!
Been caught naked: Hell no !
Wanted bf back?: if i could. but, move on alrd ! too bad =P
Cried because lost a person forever: Yeap.
Wanted to disappear: Always.

Preference of love..

Smile or eyes: Both.
Light or dark hair: Medium xD
Hugs or kisses: Both pleaseeee !
Shorter or taller: Taller :D
Intelligence or attraction: Both? But intelligence is important ^^
Violent or pathetic: Pathetic.
Older or younger: Older :D
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing.
Sweet or bad: Sweeeeet.

20 people to do the quiz :
Anyone ! If you're feeling bored like me, then you do hor ! Haha. Cheers ! (;

Labels: I'm bored right now. pfft.

*So yah, thats how you react huh ? I knew it. Whatever you said, its all a big fat liar. You know that ? Pfft. Said forever. But in the end, it won't. Hahahaha, get a life lahs. Stupid human. Give problems only ! Yah, i knw. You're moving on. But, your promises hurts me alot. Like, seriously hurt sia. You don't have feelings isit ? Or, you don't knw whats the meaning by, "feelings" or even the word, "hurt" ? Which one ? I can explain it to you. Hah, stupid. Eh please eh, you don't change. And i guess, you never will. 'Cause, whatever you've done before, it repeats. Not only once, but many times. And i don't knw how you can lead your life right nw. My god. Insaf lah kay ? Sedar siket diri tu sendiri. And somemore, nak bbl psl org. Your own friends somemore, like wth ? Jgn nak buat sembarang citer ah. Can ? Oh yah, family problems ah ? Family problems your head ! You wanna let it go at first, tell ah. Cakap jer, family nyer psl. Hah. Family doesn't involve in all this okay. Get that in your thick skin brain. (; and yah, good luck ah. be happy in your BRIGHT BRIGHT future. tak selamat ah eh ! bodoh nak mampos. pfft. anything, don't come and find me okay, dude ? i mean.... nehmind. forget it. andand, i take back my words about you always being thre for me and blahblahblah. Okay ? Goodbye and Takecare.*

Labels: no mood lahs. 'cause of that one stupid freaking human that cannot understand ppl's feeling :D

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Pokka ; Premium Milk Coffee
2. Last phone call: Dearest Brother Khairul ;D
3. Last text message: Fahym !
4. Last song you listened to: I can tranform ya - Chris Brown
5. Last time you cried: A long time ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: No, and never will.
7. Been cheated on: Alot of times. Trust me :\
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never ;DD
9. Lost someone special: Yeap.
10. Been depressed: Absolutely !
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yeah.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. GREEEEEEEEN ! ;D
13. Red !
14. Light light blue.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Tons of it.
16. Fallen out of love: Maybe ? xD
17. Laughed until you cried: Hell yeah ! ;D
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeap.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Hmm, not yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Don't knw, don't care.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Don't wanna elaborate more on this ;D
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Loads.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Atleast, two ! ;D
24. Do you have any pets: Of course. Three of them. Cute too !
25. Do you want to change your name: Naaaah ~ I'm falling inlove with my name xD
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Hmm, went overseas ;D
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.45am. Mum woke me up ;D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Hmm, haven't think about it. Haha !
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just few minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing. I like just the way it is.
32. What are you listening to right now: Favourite Girl - Justin Bieber ! ;D
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nth.
35. Most visited webpage: Tagged. Always.
36. Whats your real name: NurFarah Azura ;D
37. Nicknames: Farah Azura.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Taurus bby ! ;D
40. Male or female?: Female. Obviously.
41. Elementary?: Telok Kurau Pri.
42. Middle School?: Bedok North Sec ;D
43. High school/college?: Hah, not yet.
44. Hair colour: black + brown. Natural hor ! ;D
45. Long or short: Middle length ;D
46. Height: 160.5cm. huhu ^^
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Now ? Maybe ? ;D
48: What do you like about yourself?: Everything.
49. Piercings: Soon ;D But see first ah. Hah.
50. Tattoos: Nope.
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Naaaahs ~
53. First piercing: when i was 2.
54. First best friend: Iffah Syahirah. Lost contact alrd. ):
55. First sport you joined: Can't remember. Mostly its all abt dancing. :D
56. First vacation: Malaysia.
58. First pair of trainers: entah ?

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: no.
60. Drinking: yes.
61. I'm about to: do nth ;D
62. Listening to: Justin Bieber - You and Me ;D
63. Waiting on: Err, nth ;D

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Yes yes !
65. Get Married?: Uhuhh ! ;D
66. Career?: Of course !

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Both ;D
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: dontknow, dontcare.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud pleaseeee ;D
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker ?

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: Hahaha.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
79. Sex on first date: Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: Long time ago. ~
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Maybe ?
84. Cried when someone died: Duhh.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Err, yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Everytime.
87. Miracles: Depends.
88. Love at first sight: Yeap ;D
89. Heaven: Of course.
90. Santa Claus: Idk ? :D
91. Kiss on the first date: Depends.
92. Angels: Maybe ?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Idk ?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Far faaaaar, away ;D
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Idk. Loads of things i wanna relive it.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Sometimes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nope.

Time Check : 11.46am
Gyeah, i'm bored. Thats why i did this. Hah ;DDDD

Labels: Random Qns + Stupid Qns = Randomly answer a Stupid Qns ;D

Wassssuuuupp Peepos ;D

Yeah, its alrd 12.22am and yet, not feeling sleepy. Okay, weird. But nehmind (:
I'm bored nw. Idk what to do. Feel like talking to someone. But, it seems that, no one. Hmm, forget it.
So yah, Its alrd Tuesday, 1st December ! Okaaaye, thats fast. And again, i'll be rotting at home. Obviously. No plan. Too lazy to go out. Just not in the mood :D

And, i wanna wish Ida Lullaby a Happy 14th Birthday to you babe !
May all your wishes come true. All the best aites ! Andand, study hard for next year. Don't play play hor !
Hahaha.

ManKenit ! Get well soon dude ! I'm worried for you. Its been days, and yet you're not well.
Eat your medicine well aaaah. 100% to the fullest, i'm worried for you. Rest well, Eat well, Sleep well ! :D

Labels: i cannot sleep liao -.-

Call me Farah will do.
I live my life to the fullest.
I mix with great peepos, and i'm loving it.
I am not a super hero neither am i batman.

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