Oh i felt bad. Very very bad. Idk why whats wrong with me now. And ya, i know, i've done a very very big mistake towards you, i know that. Idk whats got into me. Maybe, i've changed ? Like what you told me earlier. Ya, maybe its that. No, not maybe. Its a yes. Seriously changed. But, i just got this feeling too. That, you won't like to talk to me either. Its like, we're getting further and further each day. Idk what happen. And i wouldn't like to know it. It hurts me. And ya, you. You too, have changed. Seriously. I ain't lying okay. Its true. Not only me, but you. It has always been me. Me me me. Always me. That is doing the wrong thing. I know, i might have break the rules. I mean, in public. You know, i know. So, what ? Its my life. I know how i am gonna treat it. Okay ? I know, you're trying to make me change into a better person. I mean, more and more better person in an another way. Its like, how you want it to be like. Sorry, i cannot do that. But maybe, other ppl can. But, not for me. Yeah, i remember, like what you used to said, " Maybe that one day, you'll never change. " Yaaaaa, i never change -___-. Sorry, but i have to prove you wrong. Not all can change that fast. They need time to change. Hope you understand that situation. Ergh, i'm mad at myself. Feel like banging my head on the wall. Yeah, i deserve it. Hmph. Idk idk idk. I just don't know what happened to me lately. If you're reading this, then, i appreciate it. But still, i'm sorry. I just wanna get rid off all the guilt-ness feelings of mine. I just can't sleep properly. I keep on thinking what would happen next. Or, in the future. I just can't imagine myself. Sorry,
Z. Find a better person than me. That can really give you whatever you want. That can give you happiness. That can give you permanent memories. And, mostly, that can give you love. Much much love than i do. ):
Okay, that might get rid off my feelings. Ergh ~ I'm feeling so so wrong. Haiyoo. Nehmind.
All i know is that, i can talk to
AS. And i'm happy abt it. Just move on. Hmph. I don't wanna think abt this all over again. Its making me wanna think negative stuffs. And i ain't like it. Hmmmm.. My godd ! I need someone to talk to. I really do. ):
Okay, i'm done with that. I ain't wanna elaborate more on that situation here. Hmph.
So ya, i intend to buy new shoes at
Tamp. Anybody wanna follow me ? Hah. And also, i wanna buy those design t-shirts. Its nice ! Seriously. ;DDD Buuuttt, idk if tmrw i'm gonna buy that shoe. Haha. Ain't sure abt it. :D Apape, text me ! Like usual aayyee !
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Oh, dier sungguh sombong skali skarang. Tunggu dier punyer msg kan, mcm tunggu pokok Durian untk dtg musim sia ! Serious. Melampau ah diertu. Hehs ;D
*i'm dead if he hears this. Huhu ^^. Okay, takpe. Hah ! Act as if like idk. Can ? :D Andand, meet soon aayyee ! Haha. Hope so if can ah. Insya'allah. :D
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