Okay, smth is bordering me right now. And i just don't like it how it hurts me just like that. Yah, YOU. You yourself have change, y'knw that ? I just to be thinking whre's all your love and care towards me. You don't seem to care about me no more. Oh yah, i remembered. You ask my brother to msg you back when i'm alrd recovered. So yah, i did. And then, what happen ? You didn't replied. Congrats ! *clapsclaps* bagos ah tu kirekan -.- Andand, yah. Want to meet up with you, you said you fell down this and that. Like, whatever lah. That part i started pissed off with you. All that are just nonsense. Pfft. Since the day 11 Dec till now. I kept on thinking negatively about you. But what do you know ? Nothing ! Right ? Yah, i know. Precisely. I've just realise myself, when you didn't reply my msges or even msg me in the afternoon. Andand, from thre, hack care lah ! Idk whats wrong with you now. Its like, you've totally change. TOTALLY. You get that ? My god ! Please lah. Change back the way you were. If you trying to tell me that you change 'cause you love me no more, than i understand ah. But, hopefully not. Please, i beg you. I don't like it when this feelings keep on hurting me deep deep inside. Oh yah, i almost forget. You don't even care about it ! Right ? Oh, just say it laaaah. Dah mls nak pikerkan psl bende nie smuer tawu tak.. Oh yah, those sweet talks of yours. Thanks aaaaah ! Appreciate it manszx. Wth -.- Hmph. I just don't understand why you're like this. Its like, all of a sudden you've changed. Why siaaa ? You tell me why, i wanna know. I just don't understand. I prefer you, being so loving and caring towards others or even me. Its like, i don't know whre's the old Hazman i used to know. Its like, gone alrd. Why eh ? Please, for godness sake ! Don't just leave it all behind just like that. Its hurting me like alot alot. Get it ?? Every night, i cried. And realise that i've wasted all of my tears just for you. Then now, i felt stubborn myself. 'Cause you know why ? YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ! Am i right ? Oh yah, you've changed. Maybe you don't quite understand why. Nehmind lah. I give you time okay ? Like, wth. Yah, 18 Dec - 28 Dec i'm away. And you act as if like you don't even care. Yay you ! Baek ah. Baek skali. So yah, enjoy yourself when i'm away. You can lyn all those girls all you want. Its all yours now. By the time, i came back here, you've totally change to a NEW Hazman. And i don't even realise you who you are. Pfft. But please, for godness sake, i don't want that to happen. I still do care for you and etc. You know that ? Hmph. Nehmind. You just go one side, and think about it will you ? I just don't know how to elaborate more to you. just understand that whole thing, and think about it. Whether is it YOU or Me who changed..

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And yeah, i was just blog hopping to Nayli's blog. And i've found this one quiz.
So yah, i intend to do it as i'm soooooooo fcuking bored right now.
So, here it is

V V V V

1. Are you single?
A: Single peepos (:

2. Are you happy?
A: Now ? Kinda :\

3. Are you bored?
A: Yeap ! Absolutely yes ;D

4. Are you fair?
A: As in ?

5. Are you indian?
A: Nooooooo ! D: I'm pure Malay :D

6. Are you stupid?
A: Sometimes ? HAHA. Seriously, no offence.

7. Are you honest?
A: Trying my best ;D

8. Are you irish?
A: Naaahs.

9. Are you nice?
A: Yes, i am :D

10.Are you asian?
A: Uhuhh.

Ten facts..

Full name: NurFarah Azura Binte Othman ♥
Nickname: Farah Azura (;
Birthplace: Singapore.
Hair colour: Black + Brown. Natural hor !
Hair style: Medium hair length, straight, bangs ! Haha ! (;
Eye colour: Dark Brown.
DOB: 10 May 1995.
Mood: Now ? Feeling down.
Favourite colour: GREEEEEEN ! if not, red. if not, light blue.

One place you wished to visit: New York ♥

This or That: This.
Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: Cats.
Best friends or regular friends: Regular Friends.
Creamy or crunchy: Creamy.
Pencil or pen: Pen. Green colour eh ! xD

Wild night out or romantic in: Both.
Money or happiness: Happiness. Money can't buy you happiness.
Night or day: Afternoon xD
IM or phone: Huh ?

Have you ever..

Been caught sneaking out: Nope. I'mma good spy you see xD
Seen a polar bear: Yess.
Done something you regret: Everytime.
Jumpin: Uhuhh.

Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: Jaw WHAT ?!
Been caught naked: Hell no !
Wanted bf back?: if i could. but, move on alrd ! too bad =P
Cried because lost a person forever: Yeap.
Wanted to disappear: Always.

Preference of love..

Smile or eyes: Both.
Light or dark hair: Medium xD
Hugs or kisses: Both pleaseeee !
Shorter or taller: Taller :D
Intelligence or attraction: Both? But intelligence is important ^^
Violent or pathetic: Pathetic.
Older or younger: Older :D
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing.
Sweet or bad: Sweeeeet.

20 people to do the quiz :
Anyone ! If you're feeling bored like me, then you do hor ! Haha. Cheers ! (;

Labels: I'm bored right now. pfft.

Call me Farah will do.
I live my life to the fullest.
I mix with great peepos, and i'm loving it.
I am not a super hero neither am i batman.

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